I would like to share this moment.

This just happend. By accident.

Oops.

Leopard Love

You feed me antibiotics, with no probiotic.

Planet, I know you care.

You are my only love.

Dragging me along as my toes tremble in the mud.

You keep going,

yet you cannot get anywhere, 

so please come home, to your only planet.

For you are my only planet.

Keep me closed in your cocoon so I can create.

Love.

j

I woke this morning at 03h02 from a dream.
It was like a story.

There was a girl in a room. Which was mine but only not and five men came inside and kidnapped me in my sleep it felt real.

Then I wasn't there anymore like an outsider and there was a little boy who lived in someone's roof and above his bed there were four spiders.
He admired these creatures every moment of time and decided he wants to become a spider breeder. I am afraid of spiders.
They almost seemed mechanical. Grew every day. Spun webs and cocoons to become a new spider.
I vividly remember the one closest to me although I was not even there. It was black and had very long metal-like legs. It had a big red   H   on the side, tilted 90 degrees. But it seemed asif it was painted on.

Why do people forget their dreams so easily?

Red Velvet Yummies

Ingredients fo cupcakes :

2 and a 3/4 cups sifted cake flour
1 teaspoon baking powder
1 teaspoon salt
2 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder
125ml beetroot juice (Woolworths is the most common place i was able to find it)
red gel food colouring (as much as you feel appropriate)
125ml unsalted soft butter
1 and a 1/2 cups sugar
2 eggs
1 teaspoon vanilla essence
1 cup buttermilk
1 teaspoon white vinegar
1 teaspoon baking soda



Ingredients fo frosting :

225g unsalted butter
350g cream cheese
3 and a 3/4 cups castor sugar (super refined, almost powdery sugar)
maple syrup and cinnamon if you wish



PLEASE NOTE all ingredients should be taken out of fridge to reach room temperature.



This is how ya do it :

Preheat your oven to 180 degrees Celsius.
Line muffin pans with muffin cases and grease with Cook 'n Spray things.

Sift cake flour, baking powder and salt in a medium mixing bowl.

In a smaller bowl, mix beetroot juice, gel food colour and cocoa until its pretty and smooth.

In a larger mixing bowl, beat the butter and sugar until fluffy.

Beat in eggs, one at a time.

Then mix in the vanilla and cocoa beetroot things.

Its okay if the texture goes funny at this point.

Slowly add parts of the flour mixture along with the buttermilk.

But do it in parts, like one part flour, then some buttermilk, then some flour, then some buttermilk........etc.

Now, in a little bowl mix the vinegar and baking soda. It's gona be all fizzy so not too a shallow bowl. This part is quite important so don't forget it!

Then mix the vinegar things with the red batter you've got now.

Scoop equal amounts of batter (make it 3/4 full) into the greased muffin cups.

Bake for about 20 minutes, stick a skewer in one of the cookies and if it comes out almost clean, they're done!



Frosting :

Beat the butter until fluffy.

Add the cream cheese and beat until fluffy.

Add the sugar one cup at a time, mixing very well between adding.

Finally, add vanilla and the rest of desired flavouring.

Ice generously.

Tah Dah!

ApplePie

HELIGOLAND

"THIS LOOKS A BIT LIKE AN ELEPHANT"

while seeping into the dark.

IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I GAVE YOU SOME THOUGHT

MINOR   ACID   FLASHBACKS
AND   DROPS   OF   SOBERNESS
TRULY   ENLIGHTENED

Era

I wondered. If it is a universal law to hate and mentally torture your own step children?
This man, sporting a soon to be Hitler moustache, has a god complex, most probably the result of fucking up 7 years of his life to study Theology.
He's old, yeah. He is completely oblivious to his surroundings and what is currently happening around him. All he has, day in day out is his sheep-like routine. At 17h0o he missions around, locking all 5 outside doors, closing blinds and curtains, all except one. The most important one to my personal liking.  Then sits himself down respectfully on the same stained spot on the sofa and switches on the idiot box. Mindlessly stares, until around 22h0o.
He reaks of coffee and sour old man. He would yell at me like he would to no other, he doesn't even talk that way to the dog. And I'm not allowed to argue right, because he is god and he is always right. He strongly believes that children should not be seen or heard. I'm not a child anymore ya douche.

His existance is one massive mental disorder.

I don't hate him. I just hate what he does.


Sir, you leave a bitter taste in my mouth.